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Jul. 10th, 2003 10:00 pm
butterfly: (Want it to make sense - Connor)
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I've started writing my Faithfic story. I'm choosing not to do it in Faith's pov, because I get lost every time that I try.

On a totally different note, there was this rocker chick - Rachel Farris - who was being advertised on the 'twenty' commercial/feature thing before the movie yesterday. She's pretty. And her music wasn't bad (Not the Girl, I think it was). Then again, the pretty may be blinding me. That happens sometimes.

And now the reason that this is friended:

I went to the store earlier today, and while I was there, I picked up some blades. And tonight, I did some cutting. I'm not sure why, as I don't feel depressed.

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Date: 2003-07-10 11:01 pm (UTC)
jic: Daniel Jackson (SG1) firing weapon, caption "skill to do comes of doing" (Default)
From: [personal profile] jic
Well, I was never depressed when I did it. But then, I didn't have a pattern of that. It just kind of seemed like fun at the time.

Then again, that didn't last long.

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Date: 2003-07-12 12:08 pm (UTC)
ext_1774: butterfly against blue background (Default)
From: [identity profile] butterfly.livejournal.com
I don't know. I was... thinking about the fact that I'd need to wear a watch for a while. Where I should... all these practical things.

It's like, when I woke up that morning, I knew I was going to cut and then I arranged it, but it started with just waking up and knowing.

(no subject)

Date: 2003-07-10 11:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] claire.livejournal.com
{{{Hugs}}}

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Date: 2003-07-12 12:08 pm (UTC)
ext_1774: butterfly against blue background (Default)
From: [identity profile] butterfly.livejournal.com
*hugs back*

Thank you.

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Date: 2003-07-11 12:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] anathema666.livejournal.com
Was it serious? Did it make you feel better?

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Date: 2003-07-12 12:09 pm (UTC)
ext_1774: butterfly against blue background (Default)
From: [identity profile] butterfly.livejournal.com
Not very. I never cut deeply. And I don't really remember feeling different. Just... it was something that I did. And I'm not sure whether feeling that is good or bad, hence mentioning it.

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Date: 2003-07-11 02:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] teleute12.livejournal.com
Yeah, a good percentage of my cutting has been done just sitting in front of the computer, for lack of anything better to do - like decoration, almost, but not quite, 'cause I liked the feeling, too.

I'm guessing it wasn't absent-mined in your case, though, since it sounds like you prepared for it in advance. Did it make you feel any better, even if you didn't feel depressed to start out with? Was it just a feeling that struck you, or whatever?

Anyways, *hugs* if you need them.

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Date: 2003-07-12 12:11 pm (UTC)
ext_1774: butterfly against blue background (Default)
From: [identity profile] butterfly.livejournal.com
It may not have been absent-minded, but I don't remember choosing to do it. I pretty much woke up knowing that I was going to cut. I didn't feel terribly different, after, but that may have had something to do with the lack of pain. It's always hurt before and it didn't, not really, this time. Better hardware or something else?

(no subject)

Date: 2003-07-11 03:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fox1013.livejournal.com
*hugs tight*

I'm here if you want to talk, okay?

Unless I pass out again. But I try not to do that three nights in a row...

(no subject)

Date: 2003-07-12 12:12 pm (UTC)
ext_1774: butterfly against blue background (Default)
From: [identity profile] butterfly.livejournal.com
*hugs*

I feel fine. It's just oddness.

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Date: 2003-07-11 04:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com
{{{{Hugs}}}}

How *did* you feel, if it wasn't depressed?

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Date: 2003-07-12 12:16 pm (UTC)
ext_1774: butterfly against blue background (Default)
From: [identity profile] butterfly.livejournal.com
*hugs*

Almost off-hand about it. I sorta woke up and knew that I was going to cut.

(no subject)

Date: 2003-07-12 06:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com
::Hugs you::

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Date: 2003-07-11 06:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] aurianrose.livejournal.com
*hugs* I'm sorry. I've been SI free for nearly 8 months now and I know how hard it is.

If you ever want/need to talk, drop me a line, okay?

(no subject)

Date: 2003-07-12 12:17 pm (UTC)
ext_1774: butterfly against blue background (Default)
From: [identity profile] butterfly.livejournal.com
*hugs*

Man, before I started talking about this on lj, I had no clue how many other people did SI.

Thanks.

Re:

Date: 2003-07-12 09:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] aurianrose.livejournal.com
Anytime. It's hard. I know.

And it truly is scary how prevelant it is...

*lots of hugs*

(no subject)

Date: 2003-07-11 06:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ros-fod.livejournal.com
Hugs you for a long, long, holdy time.

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Date: 2003-07-12 12:17 pm (UTC)
ext_1774: butterfly against blue background (Default)
From: [identity profile] butterfly.livejournal.com
*hugs back*

And your icon is so sweet (she can admit now that she's rewatched the baby arc).

(no subject)

Date: 2003-07-12 12:18 pm (UTC)
ext_1774: butterfly against blue background (Default)
From: [identity profile] butterfly.livejournal.com
*hugs back*

Thanks.

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